Niente…

Left alone…now I'm just dreaming
Melancholy words, inside I'm screaming
Hours slipping through my fingers….
Stolen sands of time left falling
In audacious my broken soul  lingers
For deaths kiss upon my lips
Forebode the stroke of your fingertips
Whispering voices off the knife’s blade slip
Bespeak the last tear cried,
A final lie disguised
The last drop of blood reddened dye
My Elysian imitation …ended
Release my final hold,
Knifes edge slits slowly I fall
Left behind a fading memory
Scrawled in blood on hatreds walls

Last tears of blood fall from my eyes
New sheets conceal crimson tainted-white
Cast aside as if pain had no meaning.
When I'm alone, and I'm just dreaming….
Thinking, and my thoughts collide
Endure the toture, their accusing eyes
Eyes that cry for no purpose,
tears of mine shant dry for my crime.
Streams of blood catch in my throat
Volatile struggle, ill lose, I choke
Then nothing…. suddenly everything stops….
My life remains concealed, thought the truth had been revealed
Truthful lies, things you couldn’t possibly imagine,
Leaves even the dauntless as cowards… quivering, shivering
… Incapable of understanding
There are aspects of my life not put on display.


Cause I'm alone, and I'm just dreaming
Alone…were no-one knows… I'm drifting away